Just sitting here day by day awaiting the day my child is to come into this earth. Already I love it so much. Everytime I even look at a little baby I cry because one of my life long dreams have came true. I just wish that certain situations can change because I never pictured raising a child in certain curcumstances. I do get very pissed lately because daddy hasnt been around much but I know he will not deny and forget his child but I do wish hed pay more attention to me. I get so pissed off that I cry for quite some time. Today I have cried like i have never cried in a long time but then I took time out to think of the baby. I love it not giving a damn about anyone or anybody else but me and my child. I mean I do care about others but it seems like the world is my own and no one can take it away. I just wish all the things I wish to do I can do but am not financially set to do so. I am looking for a job but once I find it I will so do all the things my heart desires in time. But this baby comes first and I so love it. I cant wait 21 more weeks. I LOVE YOU BABY MOMMY LOVES YOU!!