"What we embrace is what we become"-- Six Feet Deep

Friday, February 24, 2006

Have You Ever?

1. Taken a picture naked?
Yes

2. Painted your room?
Yes

3. Made out with a member of the same sex?
no but it would be interesting

4. Drove a car?
Yes

5. Danced in front of your mirror?
yes

6. Have a crush?
Yes

7. Been dumped?
Yes

8. Stolen money from a friend?
Never

9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Yes

10. Been in a fist fight?
Yes

11. Snuck out of your house
No

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Yes

13. Been arrested?
No

14. Made Out With A Stranger?
No

15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
Yes

16. Left your house without telling your parents?
Yes

17. Had a crush on your neighbor?
No
18. Ditched school to do something more fun?
Yes

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
No

20. Seen someone die?
No

21. Been on a plane?
No

22. Kissed a picture?
yes

23. Slept in until 3?
Yes

24. Love someone or miss someone right now?
Yes

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
Yes

26. Made a snow angel?
Yes

27. Played dress up?
Yes

28. Cheated while playing a game?
Yes

29. Been lonely?
Yes

30. Fallen asleep at work/school?
No
31. Been to a club?
No

32. Felt an earthquake?
No

33. Touched a snake?
Yup

34. Ran a red light?
Yes

35. Been suspended from school?
No

36. Had detention?
Yes

37. Been in a car accident?
Does hitting a bush or slidding into a ditch count?

38. Hated the way you look?
No

39. Witnessed a crime?
No

40. Pole danced?
No

41. Been lost?
Yes

42. Been to the opposite side of the country?
No

43. Felt like dying?
No

47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
Yes

48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
yes

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
No

50. Kissed in the rain?
No but would like to

51. Sang in the shower?
Yes

52. Made love in a park?
Yes and was caught by a ranger.

53. Had a dream that you married someone?
no

54. Glued your hand to something?
Yes

55. Got your tongue stuck to a pole?
No

56. Ever gone to school partially naked?
No

57. Been a cheerleader?
Hell no

58. Sat on a roof top?
Yes

59. Didn't take a shower for a week?
Yes

60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
When I was a hell of a lot younger

61. Played chicken?
Yea

62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Yes

63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
Yes

65. Been easily amused?
Yes

67. Mooned/flashed someone?
Yes

68. Cheated on a test?
yes

69. Forgotten someone's name?
Yes

70. Slept naked?
Yup

71. Gone skinny dipping?
No but would like to.

73. Blacked out from drinking?
Nope

74. Played a prank on someone?
Yes

75. Gone to a late night movie?
Yes

76. Made love to anything not human?
No

77. Failed a class?
yes, almost

78. Choked on something ur not supposed to eat?
no

79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
no

80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?
Nope

82. Thrown strange objects?
Yes

83. Felt like killing someone?
No

84. Felt like running away?
Yes

85.Have u ever ran away?
When I was a lot younger yes

89. Made a parent cry?
Yes a long time ago

90. Cried over someone?
Yes

91. Had sex more than 10 times in one day?
No

92. Dated someone more than once?
Yes

93. Had/Have a dog?
Yes had

95. Own an instrument?
Yes

96. Been in a band?
No

97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
Yup

98. Broken a CD?
Yup

99. Shot a gun?
Yup

100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends?
Yes and I still do. Course I am sure he knows this.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

A pic of me !!

Wonders

How do you tell a friend you care withought him feeling like the world is to fall down upon him and he only but wants to die and be falling from it anyhow?
How do you show a person to love when all they have seen is hate? How do you teach a person faith when all they have known is disgrace? How do you save innocent souls from being saved when in your mind you feel they are forever lost?

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

You Are My Sunshine

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
And So I hung my head and I cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you and make you happy,
If you will only say the same.
But if you leave me and love another,
You'll regret it all some day:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

You told me once, dear, you really loved me
And no one else could come between.
But not you've left me to love another;
You have shattered all of my dreams:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

In all my dreams, dear, you seem to leave me
When I awake my poor heart pains.
So when you come back and make me happy
I'll forgive you dear, I'll take all the blame.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

Nickelback--Someone You're With

These lyrics describe how I feel about a current person in my life.

I reside in 209, you're in 208
You moved in last Friday night,
and I just couldn't wait
So I tried to call across the hall,
to ask you out someday
But a lineup formed outside your door, and I was way too late

[CHORUS]
Well I'd rather start off slow
This whole thing's like
some sort of race
Instead of winning what I want
I'm sitting here in second place

Because somewhere
the one I wanna be with's
with somebody else
Oh god, I wanna be that
someone that you're with
I wanna be that someone
that you're with
And I can talk about it all day long
'til I run out of breath
But I still wanna be that
someone that you're with
I've got to be that
someone that you're with
And I'm pacing by the phone
'Cause I hate to be alone
And if you're out there with him
somewhere and just about to kiss
God I wanna be that
someone that you're with

Well I hear your favorite songs
you sing along with everyday
And I borrow things that
I don't need for conversation sake
Last night I heard your key,
it hit your lock at 4 AM
Instead of being out with me
you must be out with them

[CHORUS]

Because somewhere the one
I wanna be with's
with somebody else
Oh god, I wanna be that
someone that you're with
I wanna be that
someone that you're with
And I can talk about it all day long
'til I run out of breath
But I still wanna be that
someone that you're with
I've got to be that
someone that you're with
And I'm pacing by the phone
'Cause I hate to be alone
And if you're out there with him
somewhere and just about to kiss
God, I wanna be that
someone that you're with

Well somewhere the one
I wanna be with's
with somebody else
Oh god, I wanna be that
someone that you're with
And I can talk about it all day long
'til I run out of breath
But I still wanna be that
someone that you're with
I've got to be that
someone that you're with
And I'm pacing by the phone
'Cause I hate to be alone
And if you're out there with him
somewhere and just about to kiss
God, I've got to be that
someone that
I wanna be that someone that
I've got to be that
someone that you're with

Nickelback-- Photograph

This is a song in which a few verses remind me of the past!

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

Friday, February 03, 2006

Simple Questions

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Matthew West--More

Take a look at the mountain
Stretching a mile high
Take a look at the ocean
Far as your eye can see
And think of Me

Take a look at the desert
Do you feel like a grain of sand?
I am with you wherever
Where you go is where I am

And I'm always thinking of you
Take a look around you
I'm spelling it out one by one

(Chorus)
I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you yesterday and today
And tomorrow, I'll say it again and again
I love you more

Just a face in the city
Just a tear on a crowded street
But you are one in a million
And you belong to Me

And I want you to know
That I'm not letting to
Even when you come undone

(Chorus)
I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you yesterday and today
And tomorrow, I'll say it again and again
I love you more

Shine for Me
Shine for Me
Shine on, shine on
Shine for Me

(Chorus)
I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you yesterday and today
And tomorrow, I'll say it again and again
I love you more